the last time I had one was back at beginning of July.
Jampoint06-Aug-20 11:37 PM
Do you think you may be at the edge of one right now?
Caleb(Iodinium)06-Aug-20 11:37 PM
Not at the moment.
All I would do was cry then question my life choices.
Jampoint06-Aug-20 11:41 PM
You don't need to question your life choices, especially when you are so young. Let's face it, you haven't even graduated from high school yet. And even then so, any problem you face in life can be resolved, even if it doesn't seem like it can. I greatly recommend you talk with your family, friends, or someone you can trust in general, since they know you much more better. And even if you don't think they can help you, we're here for you and care for you. If you need to cry, go ahead and cry, since no one would judge you.
Caleb(Iodinium)06-Aug-20 11:43 PM
Thanks, I appreciate that.
Jampoint06-Aug-20 11:44 PM
If you ever need to vent any more here or just need someone to talk to, we're here for you. And continue talking if you need to! This place is a safe space.
Caleb(Iodinium)27-Aug-20 10:13 PM
I'm going to need time off due to personal garbage in my life.
Jampoint27-Aug-20 10:14 PM
That's totally fine. If you want to discuss it here, go right ahead.
Caleb(Iodinium)27-Aug-20 10:14 PM
I'd rather not, it's a really sore subject.
I only bring it up to close friends or to people I trust in private.
Jampoint27-Aug-20 10:17 PM
That's totally fine
Kur28-Aug-20 01:43 AM
ScoutBox28-Aug-20 05:48 PM
I thought this year couldn't get worse but looks like it has college is a ride which I kind of guessed, but my only grandpa I ever had is dying I guess things are really turning out for the worse
Kur28-Aug-20 07:07 PM
i had a huge emotional episode just this evening that im still recovering from.
Fuck you Bank. Fuck you. Fuck you and the people who made you. Fuck you and your schoolbus of little slaves you call "friends." Fuck you. Fuck you ALL the way, Bank. I trusted you with my heart and you ate me up like I was yours only to dump me like we didn't ever meet and accuse me of "harassing you" for attention from your little group of simps. Forget about the fact that I spent all this time caring for you when Jacklen and everyone else fucking wouldn't. It's not like I tried to include you in friendly activities because I fucking loved you, Bank. Its not like I've tried several times to understand you and get you to feel better only for you to treat me like shit, Bank. Its not like I don't put up with your shit CONSTANTLY fearing that I'll fuck up, Bank.
Fuck you Bank. Fuck you.
i won't ever trust anybody again.
ScoutBox28-Aug-20 07:14 PM
it happens man and you will trust people again, but right now you just need time to recover and it's okay that you be selfish about it.
Caleb(Iodinium)28-Aug-20 09:06 PM
I'm still not better.
Jampoint28-Aug-20 09:06 PM
It doesn't take 24 hours to be 100% better, take some time
Caleb(Iodinium)28-Aug-20 09:06 PM
It's been nearly 7 months.
And it's has only gotten worse.
Jampoint28-Aug-20 09:08 PM
Bro if you need to talk in DMs, go ahead. I can't help you much if I don't know what's going on.
However, we'll still be here for you
Caleb(Iodinium)28-Aug-20 09:09 PM
It's just a really weird subject.
And I honestly shouldn't be worrying about it.
Jampoint28-Aug-20 09:10 PM
Nah, you can discuss it. I rather not have any of my members going off the deep end just because they think what they are upset about is dumb
Caleb(Iodinium)28-Aug-20 09:11 PM
Can I talk to you through pms?
Jampoint28-Aug-20 09:12 PM
Of course, that's what I said can happen
CrazyZack0730-Aug-20 07:15 PM
I get this isn't much but I'm starting to get really fucking annoyed.
Basically, I have a gf and I have a friend. Now on valentine, we're bout to go on a valentine days date when this friend comes up to talk to me. SHE FUCKING INVITES HIM TO COME ALONG.
Then, we go to eat, then she has to go early because shes going to the cinema with her friends and her brother who also came along.
So me and the friend are left there in the place eating and I have to call dad to pick me up (We lived pretty far from where we were eating)
I'm honestly thinking she's going out with him behind my back.
This is just one of the things
like another thing is that they constantly go to clubs and events together. Yes they were friends before this.
Kur30-Aug-20 07:19 PM
I'd ask her about it. see how she reacts
CrazyZack0730-Aug-20 07:19 PM
I cant ask her yet, I'll wait till everythings back to normal and we're back to school. (edited)
Another thing is, ok so she'll rest her head on my shoulder if she's tired. She does this quite a bit. I get a pic of her doing this to the friend.
(They were at one of those clubs I were talking about, it was a dnd club her father runs)
(not clubs as in night clubs)
ScoutBox30-Aug-20 11:23 PM
look CrazyZack if you wait then your going to feel worse and worse because of you feeling like that then it will hurt more if you wait trust me I have been there once and it hurt